Benevolent Woman's Blog

  When You Don't Love You So today I received news that I have a second grandchild on the way. My son is black, and his significant other is white. Although I believe that all children are a blessing from the LORD, I am aware that man in his evil torments one another because they don't love themselves. This pertains to my grandchild because he may be innocently made to feel rejected and unwanted. Through no fault of his own. I want to share something's that the Spirit has imparted to me. There are people who are so fearful of being annihilated and becoming extinct, that the enemy has been able to use them since they came forth from the darkness. Their origins are clear in how they steal, kill, and destroy. The love of eating blood. Animalistic behaviors and why they love beasts more than people. A Sample of Doublemindedness This evil does not discriminate, and I see it in the faces of humans from all origins, races, and backgrounds every day. God imparted to me that an indi...

  Light or Darkness As I commune with the LORD, I am reading from 1 Kings chapters 14 and 15. I wrestled with this as I understand the Word of the LORD and have come to accept that there are consequences for every action. There are a few prevailing themes that I noticed. 1) God will not allow His people to walk in darkness, just as when Abraham was informed that Sodom and Gomorrah were to be destroyed in the book of Genesis. 2) Even in blindness, the prophet Ahijah could not be deceived by Jeroboam and his wife. 3) The kings were becoming more evil and passing their behaviors to their children. 4) These kings were judged, before death. The sentence was executed against the children, while they were living. Because there was no repentance. 5) The leaders kept their "followers" separate. In a vain attempt to control their loyalty. "Securing" their thrones. But the sins that were committed were identical or even more excessive. For We Wrestle Not Against Flesh and Bloo...

  The Danger of Backsliding I am in the book of Jeremiah right now and God is speaking into my spirit. Everyone has been talking about the Grammy Awards and how demonically ritualistic they have become. So, I watched a YouTube video about the collaboration of a Christian group with a secular artist. The creator made a valid point that we must be careful of our lack of mercy because we don't see the full picture of God's intervention. "For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts" (Isaiah 55: 9, KJV). But I want to add what the Spirit is showing me. He will confirm His Word. So let me give you a synopsis. Led by the Spirit I began to realize that there is a fine line in the flesh between accepting God or Satan, good and evil, and right or wrong. Everything is Permissible for Me, But Not All Things Are Beneficial 1) You don't have to accept everything that the world and the devil offer you. Ju...

  Where is the Love? Lately, I have been observing men and women. Baiting and being lured. Turned over to a reprobate mind. Spewing hate and vitriol. "But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived" (2 Timothy 3: 13, AMP). Listen, "But understand this, that in the last days dangerous times [of great stress and trouble] will come [difficult days that will be hard to bear]. "For people will be lovers of self [narcissistic, self-focused], lovers of money [impelled by greed], boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, and profane, [and they will be] unloving [devoid of natural human affection, calloused, and inhumane], irreconcilable, malicious gossips, devoid of self-control [intemperate, immoral], brutal, haters of good, "traitors, reckless, conceited, lovers of [sensual pleasure rather than lovers of God, holding to a form of outward godliness (religion), although they have denied its power [for ...