Benevolent Woman's Blog

  When You Don't Love You So today I received news that I have a second grandchild on the way. My son is black, and his significant other is white. Although I believe that all children are a blessing from the LORD, I am aware that man in his evil torments one another because they don't love themselves. This pertains to my grandchild because he may be innocently made to feel rejected and unwanted. Through no fault of his own. I want to share something's that the Spirit has imparted to me. There are people who are so fearful of being annihilated and becoming extinct, that the enemy has been able to use them since they came forth from the darkness. Their origins are clear in how they steal, kill, and destroy. The love of eating blood. Animalistic behaviors and why they love beasts more than people. A Sample of Doublemindedness This evil does not discriminate, and I see it in the faces of humans from all origins, races, and backgrounds every day. God imparted to me that an indi...

  Light or Darkness As I commune with the LORD, I am reading from 1 Kings chapters 14 and 15. I wrestled with this as I understand the Word of the LORD and have come to accept that there are consequences for every action. There are a few prevailing themes that I noticed. 1) God will not allow His people to walk in darkness, just as when Abraham was informed that Sodom and Gomorrah were to be destroyed in the book of Genesis. 2) Even in blindness, the prophet Ahijah could not be deceived by Jeroboam and his wife. 3) The kings were becoming more evil and passing their behaviors to their children. 4) These kings were judged, before death. The sentence was executed against the children, while they were living. Because there was no repentance. 5) The leaders kept their "followers" separate. In a vain attempt to control their loyalty. "Securing" their thrones. But the sins that were committed were identical or even more excessive. For We Wrestle Not Against Flesh and Bloo...

  The Danger of Backsliding I am in the book of Jeremiah right now and God is speaking into my spirit. Everyone has been talking about the Grammy Awards and how demonically ritualistic they have become. So, I watched a YouTube video about the collaboration of a Christian group with a secular artist. The creator made a valid point that we must be careful of our lack of mercy because we don't see the full picture of God's intervention. "For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts" (Isaiah 55: 9, KJV). But I want to add what the Spirit is showing me. He will confirm His Word. So let me give you a synopsis. Led by the Spirit I began to realize that there is a fine line in the flesh between accepting God or Satan, good and evil, and right or wrong. Everything is Permissible for Me, But Not All Things Are Beneficial 1) You don't have to accept everything that the world and the devil offer you. Ju...

  Where is the Love? Lately, I have been observing men and women. Baiting and being lured. Turned over to a reprobate mind. Spewing hate and vitriol. "But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived" (2 Timothy 3: 13, AMP). Listen, "But understand this, that in the last days dangerous times [of great stress and trouble] will come [difficult days that will be hard to bear]. "For people will be lovers of self [narcissistic, self-focused], lovers of money [impelled by greed], boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, and profane, [and they will be] unloving [devoid of natural human affection, calloused, and inhumane], irreconcilable, malicious gossips, devoid of self-control [intemperate, immoral], brutal, haters of good, "traitors, reckless, conceited, lovers of [sensual pleasure rather than lovers of God, holding to a form of outward godliness (religion), although they have denied its power [for ...

  The True Spirit of Fasting As I am communing with the Spirit, I have literally been in spiritual torment. There is so much evil and wickedness in this world. Demonic possession and witchcraft is manifesting right before our eyes. Much of the evil is directed at our kids. And people are complacent as if God does not care. It is written, "It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he cast into the sea, than that he should offend one of these little ones" (Luke 17: 2, KJV). God is showing me some things that are not new and have been mentioned throughout the Bible. The evils of child sacrifice are not hidden. "Of whom do you make fun? Against whom do you open your mouth wide and stick out your tongue? Are you not children of rebellion (sin), offspring of deceit, who inflame yourselves [with lust in pagan rites] among the oaks (terebrinth trees), under every green and leafy tree, who slaughter the children [in sacrifice] in the ravines under th...

  New Beginnings and Recompense I am reading in the 40th chapter of Isaiah and I want to point out to you some things that the Spirit is showing me. God is about to turn some things upside down. It is written, "Clear the way for the LORD in the wilderness [remove obstacles]; Make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our God. "Every valley shall be raised, and every mountain and hill made low; And let the rough ground become plain, and the rugged places a broad valley" (Isaiah 40: 3-4, AMP). In other words. Those who are arrogant and proud will be brought low. And those who are abased or humbled will be exalted. It is Appointed to Man to Die Once, Then Judgement This is a warning for us as mere men. We tend to forget that our time on earth is limited. I was looking at Bill Gates and an article written about him and how frail he looked in his suit. On the verge of death. His money and power will not spare him. Yet he continues in his folly. Deceived. This is wha...

  Focusing on Divine Correction in 2023 This morning I was reading a post by someone close to me. And I began to compare myself to them. This person has many talents, and my flesh was attempting to deceive me into attacking and belittling their efforts. It was coming from a place of the past pain that they inflicted on me. But what if this stemmed from envy and jealousy? These are negative spirits that needed to be addressed immediately and the Holy Spirit corrected my thoughts. My flesh wanted to rebel, but I knew that it was for my good. "FOR THE LORD DISCIPLINES and CORRECTS THOSE WHOM HE LOVES, AND HE PUNISHES EVERY SON WHOM HE RECEIVES and WELCOMES [TO HIS HEART]" (Hebrews 12: 6, AMP). The Firm, Yet Gentle Spirit The Spirit began to speak further and reminded me of how he chastised Elijah. At this time as the Spirit imparted to me, He showed Elijah His might and His glory in a tender, merciful way. "There he came to a cave and spent the night in it; and behold, the ...